Random Fact #1

Just like the title above, today i wanna share with you one random fact about me :)
Its kinda embarrassing, but i think that's fine *LOL*

So,
I'm 17 years old and I'm Chinese, but i can't speak any Chinese languages ...

 
Yes, that's absolutely true 
Do i proud with it ? NO !
But fortunately I still can understand some words in Chinese languages :P

When I was a kid, my mom and dad were so busy with their job and I had my own baby sitter, so my baby sitter wasn't a Chinese person, so of course she communicated with me in Indonesia language. Then, I studied Mandarin for the very first time when i was about in 4th grade or 5th grade in elementary school, and it was only the basic one.
Then, when i was about 11 or 12 years old, I studied at this one school that known best for its Mandarin language. I studied there for almost 6 years now (3 years for Junior High School, almost another 3 years for Senior High School) and guess what ?
I just still can't speak in any Chinese language 

Couple of years ago, I just felt like I was so damn stupid (well, i am still stupid now) because of the fact that I can't speak in Chinese languages. My cousins , aunts, uncles, friends and teachers kinda mock me or always ask me whether I'm Chinese or not because I can't speak in Chinese languages like them. But as the time goes by, I met some people that are also Chinese but can't speak any Chinese languages too. 
That fact makes me think like "well, I'm not the only one !"
I know that's not good, but that kinda motivate me that sometimes its okay to be different :)
Everyone has their own flaws  that make them unique .
I don't feel proud with it, but i do feel kinda grateful with it. Because that makes me different and unique .

For those people who read this and got the same problem like me, don't feel bad with it (well, actually you will), just let it be. Your flaws are your magic . Magic that makes you be you and unique .

NB : forgive me if there are some mistakes (grammar ? spell ? or  something like that)

10 - 10 - 2014

#latepost

Hey, guys...
So, pada hari Jumat tepatnya tanggal 10-10-2014 yang lalu, sekolah kami mengadakan OutBond di Palm Spring, Batam. Latepost sih, but it's ok :P
I just feel like i want to share it :)
So ...



TADAAAAA ..............

Beyonce - If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
'Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)
 
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted (wanted)
'Cause he’s taken you for granted (granted)
And everything you had got destroyed
 
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you 
You thought wrong
 
 But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah, you don’t understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

But you’re just a boy