Random Fact #3

So here we go to my world , another random fact about me . Well, idk whether this is a good fact or not . The fact is that sometimes or probably the exact word must be "usually" I like to talk with myself alone, with me, myself, just me.It's not because I can see things that others can't ( ex : ghost ) , No, that's not true . It's because I just want to talk with myself. That's not normal and I know that.

When I was 5 or 6 years old, once I was talking with myself and my cousin was there. He looked at me and shocked because I was talking alone, then he told me that I was crazy and then he laughed at me. He told another cousins of mine and all of them started to mock me. I was so embarrassed. Because of that thing I never want someone to know about it and even my bestfriends don't know about this things too. This is abnormal, normal human won't just talk with themself most of the time. When I'm alone in my room, I'll start to think that I have this imagination friend of mine and start to talk with this 'friend'. I'll talk to him everything that bother me or something that makes me happy, my wishes, my goals, my family , friends and everything.
Sometimes I do think that this isn't right, I need to stop . But this thing quite comfort me when I feel so sad about things that bother me so much. It will make you feel like you talk to someone that gonna listen to you all day long then that 'thing' will give you advices . In fact, those things are all from you.

Idk whether this is a mental disorder or not, but this fun and this is me. It makes me survive from my on madness.

Do you have the same fact like me ?
Don't worry, it's gonna be okay as long as you don't talk to those invisible people in negative way.